Angelic Guides: Can we ask you this? It is important for you also to accept, in this moment of time, where you are – the disconnection that you have been feeling … can you accept that the disconnection you feel is also appropriate, because it will allow you then to create a New Connection with your Self and with your Godself?
Nancy: Now, there is an Energy coming through, and I’m not familiar with it, and that is ok. It feels very … just a moment (long pause). I feel there is a very Big – a very strong male Energy. It’s like Huge … I’ve not met ‘Him’ before … you’re bringing in someone … it feels like a Huge, Big Priest – no, or Shaman. Some large Being who is saying…
S. African woman: Oh … oh, my gosh.
Nancy: Do you understand who I’m talking about, maybe?
S. African woman: absolutely, yeah.
Nancy: I hesitate … He is Big physically as well … He’s dressed-up very colorfully, but He is just BIG! I mean physically Big, as well. His Energy is so different from anyone I’ve met to date … I keep thinking He’s someone that you maybe knew in this lifetime, but I also feel “no” – it’s like an ancestry – it’s like a Big Priest (that’s not quite right), more like Shaman … Big, powerful; He can be a powerful warrior, but He can also be, I wouldn’t say humble, but Quiet – very Still. And He is saying…
African Shaman: For you, now, to achieve the Oneness that you so desire … because I want to tell you - you have come here, now, to begin to activate, not only a spirituality in yourself but that spiritual stillness – that Still Place, which will also generate Joy and Happiness – and Stillness – for others. And so, what I wish for you to understand is that you, now, are at the beginning of a New Phase of Enlightenment.
S. African woman: Oh, very interesting! Oh, Gosh, ok!
Nancy: He’s like … oh, god … he’s saying, "just let me enter, it’s ok." ‘Cuz, it’s not really freaking me out at all – it’s just that He is very different (short exchange between all participants) … He is just sooooooo Still – I don’t know how to describe it to you – He’s Big! (it’s amazing) that someone so Big could be so Still! He said …
African Shaman: In Our Country – (Nancy: He calls it “Our Country”, so he must be associated with Africa … and when He says Country, He means it, not in the nationalistic sense of the word but in the energetic sense of the word). In Our Country, it has always been up to us to find that Still Point – Stillness has been a challenge for us. For us, the challenge has been to find Joy in Stillness – to find Enlightenment in that Place, that point of Light inside of us that then carries itself into Joy.
Sometimes, in our spiritual lineage (beautifully rolling, African cadence of speaking) – in Our Country – we do not find those places where we can be Still long enough to enjoy the deeper Spirit – to spread that Light more fully. Because, in our excitement, in our drama, in our huge associations (with one another) we do not (Nancy says, I’m going to use His words – it makes no sense to me, but he says) in our Tribal Indifference, we have lost the Soul of who we are. Now we all wish to regain the Soul of who we truly are, in a new and blended way.
And I am so pleased and happy – I am terribly happy to meet you consciously. We have been together, you have felt my Energy (S. African woman laughs) - that rawness, that Bigness of deeper Spirit that we carry together. And, I exist now in an Interdimensional Field, in a Space Spiritually that is so close. But I no longer exist on the planet as I have in the Past, in many different incarnations. But you and I have an association – Soul to Soul.
If all could call-in … in a way, I am a separate Entity, but I am also an aspect, or a piece, of who you are. And what you desire is that Stillness – what I call Spirit or Holiness – to enter. But it’s not the Holiness of what has been in the world – it is the Holiness of the Sacred Point of Light inside of you.
S. African woman: yeah, yeah.
African Shaman: And because of the suffering, and the disassociations that have happened in Our Lineage and Our Country – particularly in the last, linear years, maybe 200 – it has created a Tribal Indifference to the Still Point of Godliness – or, of seeking deeper spiritual truths. We have much Joy – we have much celebration, and laughter, and happiness around many things. But we have forgotten the Shaman at the edge of the town, city, or village. But that Shaman isn’t someone outside of you – it is you. For now, it is you, my friend.
Nancy: He is an ancestor, definitely part of your spiritual lineage.
(All of us sitting in the Session wonder: who is this guy … who is sharing with us?)
S. African woman: You see, I can’t really think of a male who may have passed-over – who maybe was close in that spiritual sense … when you described who ‘He’ is, and everything that He has been saying -- to me, it sounds like it just comes straight from God. I don’t know … it feels like it comes directly from The Creator.
African Shaman (who is actually God): Yes. Thank you.
S. African woman: Yeah (big smile).
God: And I use different ‘mouth pieces’ as you know. And the spiritual lineage that you carry has been translated down through your spiritual ancestry. But I have entered as this Energy for you – because you see, it is what you wish to feel. You have called Me in -- in order to feel something a little different, something Bigger than your normal expectation.
S. African woman: Because, I feel that (Life) just cannot be, you know, what it is now. I feel like there is so much more – there has to be … there has to be so much more! And I don’t know if it’s being selfish because I feel – no! I want to Feel It! I want to Feel this thing that is so much more! I don’t know if I’m being, you know (sigh), selfish about it. Because, maybe in a way, I actually want to feel good – maybe I know this will make me feel good.
God: Is it a selfish thing to find that Still Point inside of you? Is it selfish to Feel God? Is it selfish to feel that Divine Entity that is you? I would say, No … it is mandatory – it is mandatory. It is what is needed now, for you and many, to bring in this actual experience and feeling, so that you translate that – through your beingness – to others. Because, again, there is an Indifference – an Energy of Indifference – surrounding the spiritual lineage of Our Country … of the area in which you live.
(This spiritual lineage) is trying to reignite itself. But many are trying to force it through channels that no longer work – it won’t work to force this Spiritual Still Point – this activation, this enlightenment – into Old forms. It is about opening, heart to heart. There are still some forms, some Sacred Energies that feel resonate – that do not feel dissonant.
But do you see, this is about you – and your Enlightenment. Because, when you carry that spark inside of you – when you open it – when you feel the connection with your Divinity (with that which is the Still Point inside of you), then ALL will change … more will be activated.
I would say: you MUST be selfish in that way.
S. African woman: I guess, then it’s not such a bad thing after all (laughter).
Hib: If you’re asking the question – if you ask the question, “am I selfish?” (in your case), it automatically means that you're not selfish. Because you’re aware of that … and you’re conscious. So, it’s good.
S. African woman: (explains the meaning of her name). I want to bring that Light (to people). But first, I want to be enlightened myself. I want to be 100% sure – be sure that I’m doing the right thing as well.
Nancy: Oh, I hear Big Booming Laughter, (everyone laughs also) and He says …
God: You want to be 100% sure?! You are human! Do you remember what it’s like to be human?
But, We all know, in that Divine Place, you are 100% sure that you are that spark of God. But understand, that the guarantees of how you live that spark in your Life, are whatever you create in each moment of Time.
(Nancy: He is laughing & speaking again in that beautiful, rolling African cadence) I love the human language of, “I want to be 100% sure that I am doing the ‘right’ thing!" What is right – what is wrong?! But I can appreciate your humanness, having been incarnated as a human – now and then … now and then.
God enters when God chooses to enter … and when the choice is Light (for the Light).
Nancy: So, hmm … I don’t know, it seems like – He feels like there’s something you wish to discuss. Because He keeps asking you (in Nancy’s mind), is there something else you wish to discuss?
S. African woman: Yes, actually yeah … I just want to know – I know some people have this connection with the Angels, and they just know who their Angel is … and they know which Angel protects them. I mean, I believe in Angels, but I’m just not really sure … like, are they there, and do I have one – or many – or what?
God (laughing): What? God is not enough for you … you must have Angels as well? (Nancy says, He is very jocular). Well – I – this is not enough for you … you want more? (much laughter all around)
S. African woman: Oh, my goodness … my god! (laughter)
(Some discussion of Angelic names, and how it’s difficult for Nancy to get names in languages that are “foreign” to her. God tries to give a long African name, beginning with the letter M, which could be used to describe Him. But, it’s beyond Nancy’s linguistic ability. So, He shifts gears into another way of explaining things)
God (speaking, heart to heart, to this S. African woman): Don’t you want a big, black male Angel? (Nancy: well, He says that He is more brown). Don’t you want a Big, Brown male Angel?
Nancy: He’s just beautifully colored – brown color … and He’s laughing.
God: The Angelic Realm answers to Me … and yet, you want them, rather than Me?! (much laughter)
Nancy: you’ve got the Big Kahuna here! I have to tell you – He’s Large … and not an aspect of God I’ve ever met before -- it’s almost of Your Country – whatever a spiritual master, or God, would look like in your culture and cultural imagery. I don’t know how that would look to you, because every culture – India, Africa, etc. – would see this differently.
God continues: For you, you ask, "how do I experience and know my angelic Self?" Because, you see, your (human) friends say, “yes, I know I have angels protecting me.”
But do you understand? You are the Angel that is protecting you– and that is with you! You wish the experience of connection with the Angelic Realms – but it is the connection with the Angel of the Divine that is You – and that is in connection with Me, as your GodSelf.
So, it is wonderful to know you have support – and there are many different Angelic Beings who have supported you in this lifetime, over the course of your Life. There are many that have been there for you, and that you have even felt at times. But you have to understand: now – in this new phase of your enlightened state – that you are your own Angel.
And I am here to “accept” that with you. And for you to begin to feel that – expand into that larger beingness of your Self! And then, you can have any Angel you want enter! If you want (Archangel) Michael, or any Saint (you can have them enter) … the Angel Gabriele is close to you.
(Much sharing of personal feelings & insights)
S. African woman: Could this (really) be God? Could it be, like GOD?! ‘Cuz that is Big – that is Huge!
Nancy: Let me ask.
God: It is how God translates Himself to you – it is the GodSelf of you. It is how I, as Divinity (enter for you). You know, what is God really? God is God. It comes to you (each of you) in a way, so that you spiritually experience the relationship. So, Yes!
God jokes: (the human says), “could it actually be that I can talk to God … and God can talk to me – to me?”
Well, of course! I have entered today because you have asked for this enlightenment – for this feeling of your God experience. You have asked for the beginning of new feelings. Do you think that when you call upon Us – the deeper layer of God in the Universe – that We do not answer in some way? We are not like the Christian (conception) of God who goes off and sits in a Throne and Judges you!
We are a part of you – We are the Collective God of all of your Selves. How about that for something to throw you off!! It is I!! It is so many different pieces of who you (all) are … and yet, yes, you have asked for the feeling – you have demanded the right to experience a new sense of Godliness – of Divinity – of yourself.
Do you think that you do not deserve to have that? In this day and age, if you call on God, in the way that you have called on God – you will receive it.
S. African woman: But it is so unbelievable (wonderment).
God: Yes. It is difficult for the whole Energy – of what I wish to convey to you – to be received. That is also why, often times, God comes to you in many different forms. And even through this Interdimensional Space (of the Session), I will take the form of an African Shaman, who can relate to you as a person – who can relate to you as a being – so that you may feel the human emotions as well.
There is so much for you to experience! And instead of making it come to you – you will allow it in. You do not have to believe it – all you have to do is experience (it). You don’t have to be right – you just have to “be” … in every moment.
So, as you are making a decision – or as you are thinking, “I am not feeling this … or I am feeling that.” That is God also.
S. African woman: So, it’s like everything that happens in each moment – is meant to happen for that moment. Whatever emotion – or whatever trial – it is perfect for that particular moment.
God: Yes. And if you feel disconnection, say, “why, thank you – that is God also; there is a reason for this, there is a purpose for this.” And there will be times when you still feel deep disconnection from your Self (& God) – because you are moving ‘in & out’ of these phases of deeper spiritual resonance.
You can also call on (the deeper energies of the Earth & nature) to begin to support you (because “all” is God … and Nature is immensely supportive at this time).
The End (for now).